December resolutions. Because making resolutions at the end of the year seems somewhat more attainable than making them at the beginning. I swear to God I said the complete opposite in January. Or perhaps I just have some kind of bipolar-initiative-disorder. Geddit? No. Ah.
But yeah, December resolutions. MAKE A HAPPY PLAYLIST!!!!1111oneoneone!!!one11one
Fudgecake. All I have now is Hall And Oates' You Make Me Dreams.
Ezri :D worded out at 10:48 PM
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Veli fed up with blogging oledi.
Gosh, I'm in love with that line. Muse's Undisclosed Desires, peeps.
:D I've made up mind, I'm not going for that prom, it seems so cliche all of a sudden.SORRY SONIA M'DEAR. I hardly think I'm gonna be around during the 11th anyway, probably in Penang or somewhere with good food and aesthetically-endowed young men. Sides, my initial date and I dumped each other without any of us realizing it, she has a new chick ;P OHH ANDDDDDD, I'm not in the mood for any social events at the moment since this year sucks black holes and I'm not ready, okay? Let May 1st of next year pass and then I'll consider going for anything.
Tbh, I feel really disengaged right now. I don't know if it's the whole 7th month feeling hitting or Godknowswhat but that's just it, I feel deadened. It's not the atmosphere, it's not the people, believe me. I'M making myself like this. I never liked mind-killing someone with my problems, let alone write it on my blog for the whole to read. I mean sure, there's the occasional rambling about school and whatnot but no, I've never said anything about a really deep problem. I guess I'm cagey like that, reserved with absolutely no intent on spilling anything. It makes me somewhat independent, I suppose. I'm not in a LOT OF THINGS, but I think when it comes to dealing with my life problems [most of the time :|], I'm good on myself.
But not now.
I think my reserved self is caving in on well, myself. It's making me different. Quiet maybe? Self doesn't feel like talking to anyone, it's not an egomaniacal thing going on. Like I said, I'm just detached.
MAYBE it's for the better. Or a phase. Perhaps staying dead-quiet is a good thing, for everyone. Idek if it's Ezz-ish to be quiet, but yeah, maybe that's gonna change.
Pardonnez-moi, awesomesauce-radiating people, but yours truly is going to be off lurking the interwebz for a bit. The reason being the metallic insides of my beloved computer have been TOTAFREAKINGLY fried by one of God's many wonders; LIGHTNING and is now currently in the shop. My computer, lovingly named Philip Junkhead has been through ups and downdowndowns with me and will continue to have my utmost support as it goes into the OR...at the computer shop...while I'm home. Yeah, it's aerial love bb..
I even wrote a damn AuntAgony letter to those guys at MajorGeeks. Would you like to see it ? :(
Seriously though. First it got attacked by that Security Tool virus on Sunday. I swear to God, I didn't download it, I'm much smarter than that to have done it :D. I DID kick it's 'viral' arse though, using MalwareBytes. But then after that my whole computer went cuckoo and I had to startup 25 hundred times till it would work and it was like having a Blaster virus all over again :( Turns out my PSU got fried grillbakedbarbecued by lightning. So it could never startup properly. And who knows, my hard drive could be screwed too. Woe is me, screwed is my computer. :(
I still have my laptop though, but it's different since my REAL documents folder was in the computer. So yeah, 4000 songs and pictures and damn, this is gonna make me cry. ///wrists
So...be back on Monday or if Godwilling, Saturday.
Bye, twits
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E z r i :]
I love 'illest' RPGs, Gaspard Ulliel, COFFEE, good KOFFEERR, getting high from KOFFER, indie music, sarcasm, Kuroki Meisa, hand sanitizers, blog-trawling, [almost] everyone I meet and most importantly, G O D.