[Not So] Caféine-intoxiqué..

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

There are reasons why I love 30 Rock. One of it is because of scenes like this.

*falls of chair*

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Monday, December 29, 2008

Lucky? Maybe not

When Christmas is over, it get lonely. It's like, no one's here anymore, they've all gone back, expectedly. It saddens me sometimes, especially when I'm listening to a song like Colors. As always, I didn't spend much time with them this time, but now I wish I did.

Well, it was fun while it lasted. Nothing whatsoever is going to make me rebuff that.

I don't think I'll blog tomorrow. Regardless of what I'm going to get, NO POSTS. Even if there was one, I'm not even going to mention my results. Whatever I get, let it be done with. I'll bid Form3 goodbye after I get that damn slip and never look back. I can't possibly remind myself of it over and over again without wanting bash myself every few seconds, so no to the posts.

And then there's the issue of the vast number of people asking me what I achieved/underachieved/phailed.. It's exasperating, really. It's beyond my comprehension why some people are so unbelievably inquisituve.
I don't want to tell you grades, so get frickin lost! You're not gonna get any smarter or stupider by knowing my marks, so shoo away, pryer!

Lols. I'm so panicked about it, I have a fever now! Burning hot one at that.
It's funny what happens to me when I'm a nervous. I sweat, giggle, twitch, fidget, and get a fever. How strange.
And that scar on my finger is scorching hot. It happened when I wanted to say 'hi' to this really cute cat at my aunt's house but it scratched me. Stupid cat. Damn you!

Oh wells. I'm tired. I need some rest. So *waves*

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Saturday, December 27, 2008

Game over. :(

I've given up. Given up trying to figure out why my 15-card deck diminishes to 3 cards a deck in the middle of a crucial battle against those cardiovascularly challenged creatures [because it isn't nice to call them Heartless]. Apparently, premium cards have a tendency to do that. Why didn't anyone tell me that? STOOPID TUTORIAL.
Or maybe I just haven't been paying enough attention to them.

To make things worse, stupid me had to choose Wonderland to kick Heartless butt first [JOY!]. So there I am, stuck with that friggen' Trickmaster, trying to figure out if I should do that-sleight-I-forgot and risk losing my cards while it continuously tries to bash Sora's poor arse with that crazy badass aerial move that he's got. There should be a secluded place to reload or cure somewhere near the table right? Perhaps under the table?
Kingdom Hearts is irksome sometimes.
And urr, yeah, I've been talking about that the whole time. :|

Okay. Erm. So . Erm....stupid premium cards. I've a party attend today? Yeah. Shall probably come back at 3.
I want coffee ice-cream.

And Colors. It's such a sad song.

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Thursday, December 25, 2008

Christmas Overdrive


The extensively long Christmas wish is to express my ceaseless love for all of you reading this, that regardless whether my Christmas is going to suck or not, I want yours to be happy and and nothing short of friggin awesome. I would've added another adjective, but I don't think I can quite remember all of them then.

So yeah, Merry Happy Friggin Awesome Christmas to you.

Love all of you loads,

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Monday, December 22, 2008


I broke my drumsticks.
Vic Firth ones.
Don't ask me how. It just happened while I was doing my once-in-a-lifetime playing.

Since I'm on an f--- word abstinence,


I'm so screwed for Christmas.
Cheer up, emo kid. Your life wasn't so bad.

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Friday, December 19, 2008


Screwed my brains with: Muse - New Born

Warning. Heroes spoilers.

Strange how Volume 4 of Heroes starts in the 3rd season itself. Shouldn't it start in the 4th season?
Anyway, just finished watching Duel. I've to admit, I'm glad Peter got his power mimicry back and Ando got powers too. In other words IN YOUR FACE ARTHUR PETRELLI WHHHEE YOU'RE DEAD WOOHOOTT SYLAR KILLED YOU PETER GOT HIS POWERS BACK BITCH!

Erm. Shall continue later. I'm off to Parade with Shan and Sonia.


Am back. With 2 tops, a pair of flats and not 1 but two skinnies. The only thing I need right now is a Fedora hat to complete that look I've always liked but never dared to try. I shall look like a guy.
As for mission skinny jeans 2.0 - PURE PWNAGE!
See, I saw Subzero was having sales and I wanted to buy skinnies. Sonia and Shannon were there that time, exhausted. I wanted to buy it, but I figured that I'll wait till my sister comes along and buys it for me [She's a generous shopper]. I had money [Yeah Shan, I heard you.] but I didn't want to waste it [CHRISTMAS PREZZIES FRICKFRICKFRICK].
So my sister came in an unusually good mood [I think it's what heat on her hair does to her.] and we went back to the shop. And this ensued.

Me : Mmmmm. There. Because mine became skinnier.
Her : You've gotter fat. Admit it lah
Me : *shoots warning look.*
Her : Fine. Okay, take it. *calls for saleslady*.
Me : Mmhhmmm. *grabs jeans*
Her : Wait. Take this one also. Colour's nice.
Me : One enough lah. B'sides, I don't wanna waste money ishh *says 'use your brains' in Tamil [it's improving!]*
Her : *mutters 'stupid' in Tamil* It's your Christmas present. I'll pay for both. You don't owe me anything.
Me : REALLY *gives disbelieving stare*
Her : *raises eyebrows* Want it or not?
Me : Mmm. *happily nods*

For the record, I say mmmhmmm and mmm a lot these days, it's more...silent.
Awkward, awkward.

She was nice enough to buy me two. I know you're not reading this, but thanks babe!

So after that, we walked a bit and I bought her shoes! They were 56.90 red and black heels. That's only half the price of what she payed, how saddening.
Went back after that and slept. At 7. I was so tired of walking around and I just needed a friggin' break.
Like now, perhaps. I need a break. Of thinking.
For the most of the post, I'm going to shove this at you. It's something from a Facebook group. I find it cute and I've bold-ed the ones that represent me. Italics are for comments.

You know you're a gamer when..

-You own more then one console - Not to brag or anything [Odd], but I have 4. 2 of which are currently with my brother. And 1 which is missing. Darling NDS WHERE ARE YOU?

-One of your best pickup lines are "I'll beat you in Guitar Hero" - Who even uses this to pick up chicks?

-Stress release to you is beating n00bs like crazy. - Why, of course!

-If you are bored you play video games. - And when I'm alive, I drink coffee like someone's going to impose a worldwide ban on coffee within the next hour.. That's how these things work.

-Games beat movies any day - Not really. Maybe except for Resident Evil of course.

-You use the term "Gaming it" - *facepalm*. Once.

-You use the word "pwn,pwned, pwning and/or any variations" - HELL YEAH.

-You have two different guitars for guitar hero 2 and 3 - Sadly, no.

-If someone asked you where the sniper was, you could tell them. That or call
them a n00b.
- I'll give them an extensively long description. I find that better than saying
"You don't know????? *gives "are you stupid?" look*" That's just friggin' rude.

-If someone looses on your profile you get extremely angry. - YES. DO YO EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH I WORKED ON THAT CAR? AND YOU GOT IT IMPOUNDED. ARE YOU NUTS?

-If you die, you make excuses, even if it was a perfectly good death. - Meh. Die, I die.

-Whenever you go over to a girls house, you ask yourself does she have a game console, and if so where do I find it? - That's strangely true. My cousins do that a lot.

-You thought the Transformers Game would be amazing but was very disappointed - True.

-You have a goal to beat every game you own and when asked why your only answer is "because I'm a fucking champion" - Pompous twat, anyone who says that.

-You are frequently asked "what level are you?" - Very true.

-You own or want a gaming chair - Not really.

-You game online - Why, o'course.

-You have ideas for your own video game that you have perfected in your head - You don't know that LOL.

You hate people that use the word pwn or any gaming term while they are not gamers themselves - Sometimes, yeah. But I'm not grounded on gamers only. I think anyone who's interwebz-savvy can use it. Friendster, Facebook, Myspace, [insert random social networking site here] are not accepted. Oh and if you don't know what's 'social networking site' but still use 'pwn' or n00b, you're a friggin' moron.

use a gaming console to watch DVDs - A few times.

- Y
ou correct people when they spell n00b "noob" or "newb" - YES. GOSH PEOPLE, it's N-0-0-B. What's so hard?

- You often refuse to listen to music while gaming because you claim it ruins the illusion - Meh..

You spend all your money on video games but theres more important things you need to buy! - At certain times, yes.

When you wont pick up the phone because your in the middle of a game. - TRUE!

Additions :

-You know what 1337 5/>34|<> is

-You're fluent in 1337 5/>34|<

Am gonna watch a movie now. BYE!

Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 9:05 AM

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Thursday, December 18, 2008



There's this show on KBS World. [Don't ask me what I've been doing watching KBS World.]
It's called Chitchat of Beautiful Ladies or something like that.
More like hot coz' most of the girls there are exceedingly pretty.

It contains 16 foreign chicks speaking in Korean about particular topics..

Tell you the truth, I'm only watching it coz' they speak Korean so frickin CUTELY!!!

It's on now, so BYE BYE!!!

Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 6:44 PM

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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Stale as the bread in a flummadiddle!

*epik facepalm*

The next Gossip Girl episode is next January? Let me be more specific, next January 5th?
Guh. I was really looking forward to it, I wanted to see what happened to Chuck.
I don't know why [I don't want to find out either], but I'm addicted Gossip Girl. It's beyond my comprehension and it's gonna stay like that, for at least a couple more seasons.
Cut short, Gossip Girl is addictive.

I think I'll substitute it with The O.C, one of those shows I use to watch fervently when I was 11/12/13 until it got canceled. I have the compilation :D
Seriously, The O.C kicks ass, hard.
And erm, yeah, does anyone know why Pushing Daisies got canceled? It's a cute show, very Tim Burton-esque. It was unique beyond a doubt, so why'd they go cancel it? Darn you ABC.
&&, 90210 is getting boring now. Their acting's becoming more evidently fake. Has anyone noticed? Those actors and actresses suck, they're so stale, you could see through them.

Right. Does anyone remember that bra I had. The one with the snappy, thin strap?
Well, I've lost it.
I had lost it in Medan.
Let me put in a more articulate way, either I lost my bra in Indonesia, or some idiot stole it it Indonesia.
Whatever the circumstance, my bra's in Indonesia.
...Now for the wtf.


Meh. I hope no mum finds my blog. I'm talking about bras here. Odd.

Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 12:17 PM

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Sunday, December 14, 2008

Happily Shocked


He's gay?
My dearest cousin is gay?
He's implausibly good looking [mixed parentage huhu. The only thing I got off my mum's half-blood are long eyelashes.], he could effortlessly get his hands on any chick he wants, and he's gay?

I'm so surprised. He looks so...straight.. It's almost impossible to believe that he's gay, although a small part of me had toyed with it once or twice before..


You're a closeted gay?
Yeah...*shifts eyes* Surprising, right?
*biggrin* I dunno.

Not like I'm against it or anything. I mean I'm not pro-gay, I'm just pro-human. And I'm surprised, that's all.
And what's even more surprising is that he told me, and only me. I reckoned he thought that the idea of telling anyone else in my family was kinda precarious AKA HELLO WE'RE ALL PSYCHO CATHOLICS HAVE YOU SEEN MY MUM'S FACE WHEN MY SISTER HINTED THAT I MIGHT BE GAY?????


Meh, if he's gay, whatever. It's not like I mind. I like gay people.[Okay fine I'm being self absorbed blahh I'm bi go fug yourself].
It just, For some absolutely unfathomable reason, I find them better than normal people..
Strange, but it's true. At least in my point of view it is.

I'm trying to fill up my schedule this week, not like I actually have one during the holidays. So far it's been:
4a.m - sleep;
9a.m - get up, don't have breakfast, turn on the computer and watch Heroes;
12p.m -get bitten huge chunks by boredom, die, and play video games [An uncanny choice of LEGO Batman.];
3p.m - Interwebz again, forget to have my lunch;
5 to 9p.m - Laze around the house. Fix up the lights. Take the dogs out for walking;
9p.m - 4a.m - TV, computer and anything in between. Dinner is best well forgotten. God, I think I might be anorexic.

But since I told my mum that I don't feel like going to Singapore this year, with God knows what reason [I was thinking more on the lines of I've declared bankruptcy on myself and thus have no shopping money]. Point is, I'm stuck with a very, very devoid-of-fun week.

So dear people who're currently reading my endless rant about boredom, call me, text me or whatever. I just need to go OUT!

Goodie. Andrina and Shannon and Pat are going out shopping tomorrow. Shall join them at 11.
So that settles tomorrow.

Wednesday, I've to stay at home and bake cookies with my sister.

Thursday : Ditto.

Friday : Ahh.. I've got nothing. Wait a sec. Jill if you're reading this, remember our badminton plans at Extreme Park? Let's go on Friday. I think Shannon might be in Penang that time, so she can't make it. So go get two other people. Anyone you like. Anyone who's in Ipoh that is.

Saturday : CHURCH DAMMIT. *sneers* Hardcore Christian, I'm not.

Oh yes. Before I forget, are my holidays really ending in a few moer weeks. Let's say, 3? Think about it.
Christmas is next Thursday. [I know, that fast?]
New Year is next, next Thursday;
and school starts next, next, next week.
They are, aren't they?

And somewhere in between Christmas and New Year, that damn revoltingly malicious [they make you throw up just by appearing at the back of your head] education board of Malaysia is going to release our damned PMR results.
Impending doom, indeed. Maximal brain damage is to be expected.

After that, I'll have to sit, preferably in a dimly lit corner in my room while it rains lightly outside at 7.30p.m. Sit and contemplate. Contemplate about what I'm going to do next year, regardless of my potentially horrible results.
Choices are expected to be made.
And sacrifices, boohoo. Although I really don't think there's anything left to sacrifice. Education has already taken a big bite off my sanity leaving me to fend for myself with a chicken leg's worth of reason.
I've only managed to make one redundant little choice. With my ex-deskmate, I shall take Geo next year. I miss it a hell lot.. Besides, Geography's relatively easy. It's just countries, maps, and socioeconomics.
BUT, I think it'll depend on my PMR results. Pray that I get an A for Geo.

Anyway, to pass time
Dear Edu board of Malaysia,

[I swear to God, you guys are gonna be thrust into horribly vile acid that'll slowly corrode your pathetic little bodies to nothingness]

With much despise,

Another thing.
When your dad is talking about cutting his hair, getting new clothes, making plans of buying a new car although there's a global financial crisis and the fact that his car is only 3 years old, AND when he ceaselessly insists on talking with younger people because apparently older people are extremely boring and don't make him feel younger and "fresh", he's going through a midlife crisis isn't he?

It's believable. He's human, 52, and naturally, he's prone to all this stuff. Believable, but still, it does seem odd though. He's surrounded by 4 mildly neurotic people who have 70 year old-complexes and yet he still manages to go through a midlife crisis?
Hang in there Daddy, you'll get through.

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Friday, December 12, 2008

Something dumb like this

Screwed my brains with: Aqualung - Good Times Gonna Come

I..should stop following blogs. It gets scary after some time. I can't say why, but it just is.

I'm bored. Like hell. The only thing I can do as of now is
a. Eat
b. Play video games although I don't really mind it.
c. Make more lists
d. Do a frickin tag. TAG ME, PEOPLE.

Or maybe I should just blog about how much I ABSOFREAKINGLUTELY LOVE VAMPIRE WEEKEND.
I think they're awesome. I love Oxford Comma.


How odd. I've 3 funerals in my neighbourhood. That's so morbid.

And I've just noticed how pathetic my real Christmas tree looks. It's undecorated and bland. I should put some lights on it, but there's no proper switch near it.

Gosh. It looks......depressing.

That's it. I must decorate it somehow. I can't afford to leave it like that. Definitely shall put something sparkly on it tomorrow.

Word out.

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Survival of the lamest.

Screwed my brains with: Matt Nathanson - All We Are

Because Jojo, my cousin is here and simply because my sister and I are psycho, we decided to have a tiny bonfire.
And that means food cooked old fashion, hardcore-survival-of-the-fittest style.
Okay, not really.
It's too tedious to elaborate. So here are the pics instead.

Me trying to get a stupid fire. EPIK PHAIL. That wasn't the bonfire after all

It got burnt.


Another epik phailure

Oh okay. WHEEE

For some incoherent reason, the streetlights seemed nice

Okay, my Christmas tree looks retarded....


And it's the colour changing thing is so cute.And sparkly


Uh. Hello

Sis trying to put off my stupid bonfire

And me resurrecting it. I don't want my fire to diminish just like that. I love my fire too much

Gosh. I'm tired like hell. I was playing Silent Hill:Origins the whole day. It's really, really fun. In fact, I think I might love it more than Resident Evil. :)
KH:CoM's super nice too. Then again, it IS KH after all.

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Thursday, December 4, 2008


Screwed my brains with: Matt Nathanson - Car Crash

Snag this off Bianca's.

NerdTests.com says I'm a Kinda Dorky Nerd Queen.  What are you?  Click here!

Naturally, I'm a Tech freak. I'm surprised my History's kinda bad though.

It's inconceivable how fixated I am with Christmas these days. Proff --> I've gladly volunteered to be in charge of this year's Christmas cookies, the house decor, my dear tree, and icing on the cake, I told my dad I'll paint the house this year.
Yeah, I'm that crazy about it.
It's beyond my understanding, but nevermind, I don't want to comprehend. It's good to be in holiday spirit. I'm happy this way. That's all that matters now, this poignant little part of my life. I just need..something.

Okay. I was gonna get planning. Until I remembered, Christmas presents. For my lovely, lovely people. I'm actually kinda bankrupted. But I think I'll find a way to get you guys presents. Or worse come to worst, I'll PS you a Christmas card and pass it to you at the begining of next year. Lolz. With your favourite boybands and whatnot on it.
I won't do an awesome job though. I suck at PS, loves. =)

First off, since mum has decided that the curtains are gold and beige, I'm gonna opt for lush and pale colours for everything else. Only the Christmas tree shall sparkle with gold and white crystalline lights. I was nearly gonna say black and gold. Been listening to Sam Sparro a lot. Oh yeah, before I forget, he's been nominated for a Grammy too!

I'm painting the house something warm and soft. I'm indecisive about the colour though. Suggestions, please?

Christmas cookies, these look nice and easy

What else what else?
I can't think. >.>
This is not good.
I'm unprepared. For worse.

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Screwed my brains with: Anna Nalick - Wreck of the Day
via FoxyTunes

I need to rant about Gossip Girl.
Spoilers for Episode 12 over here.
Right, and there aren't any fullstops. SO you figure out what I'm saying.


*clears throat*

I be watching Heroes now, okay?

Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 9:54 AM

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