[Not So] Caféine-intoxiqué..

Thursday, April 29, 2010


I give you, my default FTS-I-NEED-SOME-CALM song, as much I love the original version, Rufus Wainwright's voice is uplifting[?]. I'm not sure if there's a specific meaning behind the lyrics but I've always thought this song was about spiritual enlightenment and finding it like the way prophets and gurus do. To me, it's fascinating really. The whole process of finding for clarity. For the lack of a better way to put it, isn't it kind of awe-inspiring to just give up everything in life and live in seclusion with hopes of finding enlightenment?? It's pretty damn inspiring.

I think I'll keep on singing "Nothing's gonna change my world" tomorrow if and when I get super pissed. It's true y'know, nothing and no one's going to change my world..

OfcourseOfcoursee, there IS a reason why I needed to hear Across The Universe today and naturally, I should [although t really I'm in dire need] to vent it out in the vaguest way possible.

I've put a lid on trying to be the only bloody once since everyone hates everyone else in existence. Annoyance.......is no excuse for visceral hate. Bitchery is. Change, maybe? But I wouldn't know, I'm only an observer.So maybe for most of the year, I'm gonna spend all the time I have with my Don't-Hate,-Appreciate friends. At least they're honest. Oh and of course, don't bite the hand that feeds you let you out because you know that hand can pretty much smack you down any time.

Frick off,
Ezz. :)




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Saturday, April 24, 2010


OMG. I was talking to Shannon today about Zack Fair [WHAT?!] and it suddenly hit me who Jeremy [who's name I forgot ._.] reminds me of...

Zack Fair. Level with me, the pretty face, the hair and it sucks that his eyes aren't mako-injected [or I'd be spewing sky-concerning metaphors] but still isn't it just awesome that I've FINALLY met someone who looks like a video game character? YEAH! I actually can't believe I obsessed about him for 3 weeks without realizing this.


Does anyone know what the burning hell is wrong with my face? There's too many rashes. And pimples. And IT'S OILY. Do I need to remind people about my visceral hate for having an oily face grrrrr. This is atrocious.


I don't get what Double B, Raito-san, Issues and I do sometimes.

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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Resonate: Lily Allen - The Fear

Frak. Just, frak. there's no use trying when "I'm being taken over by the fear".

Tuition in an hour. AND I'M HUNGRY. Where'd all the food go grrrr

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Monday, April 19, 2010


I'm unconventional.
I think black and grey and blue, video games, boots, coffee, haute couture, philosophy, indie music, Alexander McQueen go pretty damn well together. I read UnrealityMag, Junk and Fashionista and PerezHilton [IKNOW] on a daily basis. I don't like pink. I like blue. and grey. Pain doesn't scare me, it's actually avoidable. Like I said, I'm unconventional. I like it.

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Wednesday, April 14, 2010


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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

You think it's easy, DO IT YOURSELF.
You think I have 30 hours a day? Well, I don't. SO DO IT YOUR FRACKING SELF.
You have hands and feet and brains, SO DO IT YOUR GUDDAMN SELF.
I grumble because I CAN, and because I have a right to. You're not doing anything here, so just stfu and bear wit my grumbling. I didn't sign up for the whole thing, I just offered to HELP. SO FRACKTHISMESS

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Sunday, April 11, 2010

-___- Better not come to my blog. I did the same mistake Joyce did. Darn.

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Saturday, April 10, 2010

Where's the drama?

Resonate: Mika - Blame It On the Girls

Pesta can be summarized in one word. HOT HOT HEAT! Yes, that was actually 3 words but my brains refuse work right now so I'll let the pictures do the talking. Almost ;D

Pimpin', yes? Earphone addiction ;D

Business was soaring, and it continued for about 6 hours

Jill and me. :)

The unnies. Jo and Kristalll

That girl who dreams a lot and the DS-less person.

Shannon and me. :) VIDEO GAMES FTW BB

The WTF Banira and Fangu pose.

She looks so bored, I tell you -___-

Shannon, Ezri and Amelia

The first word that popped into my head when I saw this picture was : CATHOLIC :D

While Andrina, Sonia and I were overly happy, doesn't Shannon look particularly at...calm? Someone injected her with a tranquilizer lol.

Shannon, Ezri, Andrina and Sonia. :)

In class. blowing balloons.

Thiru and Lilian. Lol.


Anna's Scandalous image #34. With JoLee

Failed attempt at Anna's Scandalous image #35 because I kept on laughing >.> IT WAS FUNNY LA

....Was I gonna punch her or something? She looks particularly AhBeng-ish lol

JiaYun , Kristal and Anna.

Fiona. And..Serene's back. Lol.

JiaYun, me, JoLee and Fi-ownah. :)

"WAIT, I SEE YOU." "You're in front of me" LOL.
Me and Anna and Serene. :)

With Joyce my dear Co-Terrorist and Farhana Anna. With another Anna at the background. Lol

Me and Joev. MU BABY :D

With Johannnaaaaaa [my akka :D] and Durga.

Mrs Lee singing I Gotta Feeling. Woohoo indeed.

Beloved darling of a friend, Thiiiiiiruuu. Tis an unclear picture T_T

Take 1. PHAIL.

Take 2. COMPLETE :]

I shouldn't be thinking of it but I felt bad for that girl ._. The "YOU DIDN'T SEE ANYTHING" girl. Oh wells. Buuutttttt if you think about it, a school is a not a place to hook up la, dear.

There wasn't any drama. Darnnnn.

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Friday, April 9, 2010



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Thursday, April 1, 2010

"Why are you so mad?"

Heck if I know. I'm numb.

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Hello, there iTunes - MGMT - Kids

*gawks* I've been forgotten. Oh wells, can't I say I'm surprised. Although yeah, it does hurt a bit. Now, let me take the high road and forget about deleting. I don't wanna risk sounding like my Mummy.

Eishhh. This sucks hell. I need some kind of energizer. Phenolphtalene Psuedophedrine! Anyone has the main component of methamphetamine?

F~ Who the hell am I kidding. Back to the pistachio packet, zee

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