[Not So] Caféine-intoxiqué..

Saturday, November 28, 2009


"I couldn't get you the star, so I got you a comet instead"



Oh AND THIS. I'm sad.
I must have been drunk while writing this XD

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Thursday, November 26, 2009

Damn thee

Pardonnez-moi, awesomesauce-radiating people, but yours truly is going to be off lurking the interwebz for a bit. The reason being the metallic insides of my beloved computer have been TOTAFREAKINGLY fried by one of God's many wonders; LIGHTNING and is now currently in the shop. My computer, lovingly named Philip Junkhead has been through ups and downdowndowns with me and will continue to have my utmost support as it goes into the OR...at the computer shop...while I'm home. Yeah, it's aerial love bb..

I even wrote a damn AuntAgony letter to those guys at MajorGeeks. Would you like to see it


Seriously though. First it got attacked by that Security Tool virus on Sunday. I swear to God, I didn't download it, I'm much smarter than that to have done it :D. I DID kick it's 'viral' arse though, using MalwareBytes. But then after that my whole computer went cuckoo and I had to startup 25 hundred times till it would work and it was like having a Blaster virus all over again :( Turns out my PSU got fried grillbakedbarbecued by lightning. So it could never startup properly. And who knows, my hard drive could be screwed too. Woe is me, screwed is my computer. :(

I still have my laptop though, but it's different since my REAL documents folder was in the computer. So yeah, 4000 songs and pictures and damn, this is gonna make me cry. ///wrists

So...be back on Monday or if Godwilling, Saturday.

Bye, twits


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Monday, November 23, 2009

Menal despot

Anyone feel oddly euphoric or turned on by this? MATT to be exact. Hell, I even liked the crowd jumping so synchronized. Damn.

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Friday, November 20, 2009


Start hell singing: The Verve - Bittersweet Symphony

Moulin Rouge, why doesn't anyone have a DVD copy of this? Cold, heartless, coldless people, you all are.
Speaking of movies, I just read the review Roger Ebert [ Google it, truff] gave for New Moon :D I'm beyond happy, as you can see. My less-than-vague hate for this movie shows quite clearly, don't it? XD happyhappyjoyjoy

Today was.......
The last day of Form4, the last day of the year before your last year in school and hell, it scares me senseless. There were actually a few girls crying away in school and I couldn't help but to feel so bloody scared, for me and us but not them. That's probably how I'm [or hell, we're] gonna react next year, poster girls for "anti-depressants".

I can't believe I'm saying this, considering how much of a daredevil I consider myself [:D] but I REALLY am scared for next year. And what's ahead of it. The thought of no more sudden bursts into random English/Korean songs and no more going "MU WONNN!!!!!" [while everyone within a 5 metre radius stare] and no more going "FIRE IN THE HOLE - BOOOOMMMMMMM!" in the canteen. Damn. But that's reality isn't it? It hits you so hard in the face. Yeah sure, you get to enjoy all the perks now till you don't realize how much time passes and when the actual harshness of reality hits you, it's just so..unexpected, I guess? Yeah. It's sudden and it doesn't come nice. :\

Writing that almost made me cry. Seriously, I would say I'm a goner without you guys. :)
I just realized I sound like I'm going to die soon or something. But oh wells, you never know right?


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Just something I found in FML.

"Today, my girlfriend dumped me proclaiming she wanted someone more like her "Edward". I asked her who Edward was. She held up a copy her "Twilight" book. She was talking about a fictional vampire. FML"

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Gay blood-sucking vampires with anemia are not cool.

Start hell singing: Interpol - Hands Away

My blog is drowning in a pool of death. Mauled by the claws of suckiness. Fallen into an oblivion-like pit of nothingness. Given the blogging-kiss of death by Lord Cyber Techie Techie. Kicked by legs suffering from a highly contagious disease called BLOGDOM-PHAIL.

...Or I'm just too caught up playing Dissidia to even bother updating it. But then again, I changed the blog title so that's a start XD

Oh yesh, proof that I'm a consistency-whore ;D

That put more than just a smile on my face.

Better write more so that my blog doesn't die.
Meh. watched Twilgiht today in the Bio lab and I think I pretty much annoyed the crap outta Clare and Sonia and Anna with my comments considering the amount of contempt I hold for this bastardization of a movie. No seriously, wall paint dripping could act better than both of them altogether.

ALTHOUGHHHHH, I'll happily watch it if Peter Facinelli [lol] had more screen time. Seriously, go for the dad with "ageless features and the medical degree" :D

Yes, he's a 300 year old vampire. Going on 400 :D


Sighs. Word out.
Maybe I'm being paranoid, but I think I'm being alienated/alienating every chance there is. :\ Funny..but its not like 'friends forever' ever means anything. Meh.

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Monday, November 16, 2009

See what I mean. I LOVE LISTS XD

AND HELL YES. Screw Edward Cullen sideways [bitch is a wuss anyway], I'll watch New Moon for Jacob's Abs [lol I typed that as ass] and Carlisle Cullen any day. Epik lol at Ned Nickerson though

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I Got Soul.

"Since the LRA first started fighting in 1986 they may have forced well over 10,000 boys and girls into combat often killing family neighbors and school teachers in the process.[27] Many of these children were put on the front lines so the casualty rate for these children have been high. They have often used children to fight because they are easy to replace by raiding schools or villages.[16] The soldiers are organized into independent brigades of 10 or 20 soldiers."

I hate war. :(

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Sunday, November 15, 2009

If there was an actual video for this song, I would've cried my eyes out :|

Just...go read the lyrics la.

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Saturday, November 14, 2009

I.. really wanna smack a bitch hard this time xD

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Friday, November 13, 2009


Start hell singing: Clazziquai Project - Romeo N Juliet

Hmm. I think I'm going to trade in that damn PS3 for a PS3 Slim instead The backward compatibility in the current one is screwed [I know la, Slim has none], and the system is a bit laggy. Could blame my brother for playing nonstop on the first week he bought it.. :(
What makes me proud is that my brother had a PS3 even though it wasn't even out in Malaysia yet. Bangga sial. I wanna be a rich electrical engineer xD

Anyways. Yeah, I wanna get a PS3 Slim. All the awesome games are being released on it. And hell, I REALLY WANNA PLAY FALLOUT 3. I know it's been over a year that it's out but I just hate playing games on my computer cos' the graphics are usually bastardized and that gameplay's laggy and installing more than 2 games on my computer is equal to PC Fudgecakeation.

One problem. The damn thing is still in KL, in my cousin's house. They shared the place, so yeah. :(

It's not annoying. It's LOVE. - Jill.

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009


Start hell singing: Epik High - Fan

Lists are awesome. Yes, they are. Especially when it's actually about something you've come along liking. Like per say, video games, for moi, or indie movies and shows like House. Characters like Charlie from Life. Awesome shows that get cancelled. Awesome shows that have fallen into a downward spiral of suckiness. You see where I'm at.

I can't say for sure whether it's the hundreds of comments/anti-comments right after the list or maybe even the simple caption underneath an image or hell, the goddamn article itself. It's riveting XD I couldn't help but to laugh when I wrote everything before this, I'M FANGIRLING ON LISTS. This is just made up of epik proportions of awesome

Call me a list-o-phile, I don't mind.

But honestly though, I loathe it when they place Cloud above Zack on all those 'Top 10 FFVII Characters list" Pisses me off. I'd like to see Cloud as more of a continuation of Zack and not the poster boy for FFVII [literally, he is.]

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Monday, November 9, 2009


it's been the 4th time my phone's screwed up my alarm in two weeks. and i wanted so much to go to school today since i need to see my DESKMATE right now. an urgent need to have a conversation about people and the number 4 and just how flawed everything is right now. AND I WANNA GO TO PENANG so badly right now..

lie. i'm not gonna bother with punctuation today since i'm (still) annoyed with my weekend and hair and FKLDAGFKDGJDKLJKDJKLGDSJADGJKGlKLDADFJPLAYLIST STEALER GET A LIFE.

all capz is the shiz.

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I'm ready for the FYL's now T_T

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Sunday, November 8, 2009

I. Don't like leaving the endless comfort of my home.
Also, I. Don't like kids.
In addition to that, I. DON'T LIKE GETTING BUGGED BY KIDS.
Subfact to that, I don't like buying bottles of isotonic drinks for kids, they become more energetic, and thus, more manic. I hate that.
Ultimately, I hate having my weekend ruined.

If any one these scenarios were actual people, here's a clip of what I'd say.

It's not vague, it's perfectly out there.

Yeah, I might sound like a fudgecaking brat who's morally devoid. I'll willingly admit that, minus the brat part. But honestly though, I'm human. Give me a damn break, okay? I need daily whinging to get me by, and this is how I do it. I'm conceited like that for staying adamant on everything going my way, but wouldn't you be annoyed if YOUR plans deviate? Same thing here. I'm just fricking annoyed for having my weekend ruined, deal with it.

And I met a crazy transsexual cow whom I called a baboon. I'm awesome, I know.

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Thursday, November 5, 2009

Say hello to adorableness..

This is Nutella. His name's derived from the fact that he has no tail and its weird to call your dog No Tail for yeah. Nutella it is.

Isn't he adorable? That ain't cataract btw.

Nutella and his brother/sister, [Godknowswhat]

This is.. Moo.. Nuff' said.

I'll show you Penelope and Hierro tomorrow xD

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Epik win. This is just so hauntingly awesome

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Happy you're in love.

Taken from a cekap sial site, a review of (500) Days Of Summer.

"On Day 150, you’re going to see it again. By Day 200, you will have told all your friends about it, and they will have seen it twice. Suddenly, this little indie romance you heard about on a movie review website won’t feel like yours anymore. Everyone else will have seen it, and that will diminish some of the intimacy. By Day 325, friends of yours who forgot that you told them about the movie will come up to you, after seeing 500 Days of Summer on DVD, and recommend it to you, tell you how great it is, how it seems like a movie you’d really love. And you’ll be, like, “No shit. I told you about that movie six months ago.” And as this movie gets bigger and bigger, and as even people you despise fall in love with it, too, you’ll start to feel a little resentment toward it. By Day 375, the backlash will be in full force — a small, but vocal minority of cynical jackasses on that same website that first told you about the movie will start to rant about how 500 Days of Summer is too clever for its own good, that it’s too precious or whimsical or quirky or offbeat, and the voice of that vocal minority will drown out your own once-great affection for the movie. And by Day 456, you will absolutely despise 500 Days of Summer. You will jump on the backlash bandwagon. You will scream, “Overrated!” from the rooftops. And Joseph Gordon-Levitt’s newfound fame will irritate the hell out of you.

But on Day 498, 500 Days of Summer will air on television late one night while you’re alone, and you’ll watch it for the first time since you saw it the second time in the theater (your DVD copy remains unopened). And you’ll fall completely in love with it all over again — you’ll remember what it was about the movie that felt so honest and true and relatable and heartbreakingly beautiful, and everyone else will have moved on to the next big Zeitgestian film, and the intimacy you once felt for 500 Days of Summer will return. You may even quietly appreciate it more than you once did, because in the last 498 days, things have happened in your romantic life that made 500 Days speak to you even more than it once had. And the next morning, while you’re at brunch with friends, you’ll remark, “I forgot how much I love 500 Days of Summer. It’s such a funny, powerfully moving romantic film.” And some guy sitting across from you, scarfing down a steak-tip omelet and sweating from all the Tabasco sauce he poured onto it, will reply, “Overrated!”

And you will retort, simply, “You’re an idiot.”"

This is exactly how I feel and how I'm going to feel. It was released in January mind you, that's why I knew a LONG time ago. But I'm not one for online movies, so I waited. :

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Imogen Heap's voice is so hauntingly good. One of those, 2 in the morning lullabies.

I haven't played anything today, twas a depressing day. Flipping bad marks and I've come to realization that my teacher hates me. Geez, I actually studied for that stupid paper, wrote LONG LONG LONG and precise explanations on the flipping gaya bahasa and whatnot but she gives me a O for godknowswhat, redundancy?. A FLIPPING 0 out of 3. AND THAT'S NOT THE ONLY 0 I HAVE IN THE WHOLE PAPER. Comes to show that studying your arse off and writing semi-essays aren't worth it. FML. I'm most definitely gonna go for intensive tuition during the holidays, can't afford to fail BM next year.

Does anyone know why Blogger's blog following thing is lagging away? Sonia updated her blog last week but I just got it 2 days ago. And for some blogs like Jo's and Joev's, it doesn't even turn up. AND Streamyx as usual, sucks. So does DiGi nowadays. I can't get texts fast and it takes me 10 minutes to get one delivered.

Since Jill's going to be online a lot these days, UNNIE/SAYANG, I'm 슬픈. You're going to be hearing a lot about my depressing self. Awesome. But on a neon rainbow coloured side, I'm happy you got your internet back :D

I've slept from 7 till 1. I'm off to game now. Probably not going to school later cos' Mum and Dad are going to KL and I've no transport to school. Wtf?

How's it happening?

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Tuesday, November 3, 2009


Start hell singing: The Smiths - Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want

Pssssh. I feel like kicking something really hard and watch it bleed or swell up like an overgrown cantaloupe.

:( Shall be back with an annoyed post later.

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