[Not So] Caféine-intoxiqué..
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Monday, September 28, 2009

Damn.

... So I got news today, from a friend that her brother passed away last Saturday. It was an odd conversation, almost like it never happened
"Ezri, you know my brother? The elder one? He died."
But that line right there has been playing in my head the whole damn day, refusing to go. I think the only reason why it's there is because I've heard it before, I know how it feels to lose a brother.
And then Mayuri tells me how he died. Dammit, I nearly wanted to scream. Cry. Cut. Whatever.

But I promised, right?

Hence, I'll pray. And perhaps I'll go visit. I'm guessing I'll have to tell my mum since I need to go for the prayers. I hope her family gets better.

"Yeah so your mum and her mum can cry the whole day and out of nowhere you're emo aunt can come and cry with them."

My deskmate is so full of crap. :)

"Or maybe, maybe God's just bored of all those old goonies up there. Maybe he needs new peepz, that's why he's taking all the young people! YEAH!"

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Sunday, September 27, 2009

Lets get hit by trains and do it all over again

Pfft. My parents are in Chemor attending Hindu prayers [ Someone died, AGAIN], there's no food at home and to top to off, I have school tomorrow.

Yeah, life's a PMS-ing canine, alright.

Buses And Trains. Sort of like those songs you listen once in an exhaustively long while, but can never remember to download it. And when you finally do, you can't stop listening to it. After that, you start to get worried, who knows - maybe you won't like those songs after listening to them 120 times a day, maybe it's better if it plays in once in an exhaustively long while.

Exhaustively.

Ezri's repeated self-dialogue for the past 6 days
ZOMG. SWOONNN. Who gives a damn if he's gay? I'd tap that! SEX ON LEGS, PEOPLE. HAHA BITCH GOT PWNED. 10AM 10 AM 10AM. IT'S LITERALLY SILVER. HOLY CRAP THOSE FUDGECAKING GUNS ARE TO DIE FOR. I WILL HONESTLY DIE A HAPPY WOMAN IF I MEET THIS MAN.

I'm a teenager. Impulsiveandcompulsively obsessed with either good-looking Korean men or hot chicks from movies with robots.. This is natural, so if you're a middle-aged adult who doesn't comprehend any of my fangirl shenanigans, I've no time to elucidate what's already SO goddamn clear. :)

This is an oddly reflective post. Too bad not much sense is coming out of it though ;P

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Footblogging again. :D

Brilliant hat-trick from Torres.
6-1 is defo amazing.

Mini squeal with Joev.

And to another game.

Amen for Berbatov and O'shea.
THANK HEAVENS for Giggs' pass.
Although it wouldn't have hurt if he scored too. :)

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Saturday, September 26, 2009

one phrase.

oh my god.

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Thursday, September 24, 2009

12.59 thoughts

43 pages of History done, and I'm here. Give me some credit, I studied one month before my exam.

Doesn't matter cos you're still gonna forget, loser.

I want sarcasm. I need it so desperately, especially when I'm at this point in my life where I'm 16 and my life's not perfect and I'm whining like a brat.

Okay. Cliche.

I'm not drunk, believe me. Though I'm having a drunk conversation with JiaYun and Serene on Facebook.

And my birthday's 11 days away. Is that reason to celebrate just a little?

Fudgecake, I don't have anything to celebrate for.

I want to eat really good ramen.

Amen.

The best things in life end with 'ie'

Eg. Lie, Die PIE.

I will Photoshop that.

HELL YES. I've finally figured how to fix those noses on Photoshop. Vampirism, here I come.

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

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Start hell singing: Bunkface - Fine

What we did?

I overfed her with food. Jill wanted to do my nails, but we never got to. Online-ed insanely. Watched The Nanny. Slept in the hall. Got freaked out by my sister. Watched Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind. Bugged [and freaked] by an annoying kid. Barbecued :D Took pictures. Took more pictures. Walked around :)

In the 6 years that I've known here, Jill has finally come to my house. It was nice, having her since we're close and all but it kinda feels empty now. I miss her :( Oh well, I'll see her at school so "Yay for deskmate love!"

And now for Jo and Kris. After finals, can?


Me, Sister and Jill Sayang.


The awesome cross :D


with the annoying kid, Amanda.


:D


Yay to new Facebook pic


We don't look alike, at all


My computer whee.


She saw this in the room :D

And honorable mention, thanks to our beloved classmonitor, WE HAVE IT!
Yay~!


Oh yes we are.

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Saturday, September 19, 2009



WHAT THE FLYING FUDGECAKE IS WRONG WITH ALEX'S HAIR COLOUR. DNW. UGH.

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Friday, September 18, 2009


I've forgotten why I loved this movie. Thank God for DVDs. It's brilliant. Now please allow me to go back to my 'depressing afternoons' playlist.

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Start hell singing: The Strokes - Juicebox

I'm not angry. I'm just laughing on fudgecaking vague you can get, it's really amusing

Tbh, I don't know why we're friends. Really.

Moving on....

So who's excited? Heard the reviews were as nice as carp. B-b-b-b-but it's Megan Fox and to tell you the truth, I'm not gonna watch it for her :D
I'm watching it for Adam Brody!
Seth Cohen as a sexy lead singer of some kinda demon-obsessed band ftmfw!

Can't wait can't wait

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Thursday, September 17, 2009

.....for the first time in 2 years, I'm considering changing my phone. It stood by me for 2 years, through the 4 feet falls and sim card malfunctions, but it's time to go. T_T

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Friday, September 11, 2009

Boca. :S

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Start hell singing: Uncle Kracker - Smile

Forget how to breathe.

I tend to make a mind-movie whenever I read a book. I think everyone does it, or can't help doing it. It's a spontaneous, spur of the moment thing, yes?
Damn. I shouldn't have read Teach Me. Mr Mann. Oh My God. Mr Mann.IS... Carlisle Cullen.

Yeah.

I sat there for 15 minutes, trying to get another actor into my head, anyone, even that gorgeous guy in Bloemenmarkt will do. But no, it was Peter Godknowswhathisnameis. Not that I'm complaining, he's certainly good looking but no, JUST NO. He just doesn't seem like Mr Mann to me. :(

I'm dissatisfied

Stupid romance novels

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Thursday, September 10, 2009

Grey's Anatomy spoiler here.


They fucking killed off George. George O'Malley. Why?!
Damn it Grey's. WHY?

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

090909

She won't see this. She never will.

But Happy Birthday, Ma. Maybe I can't give you the amount of love he gave to you, but suffice to say [although it hardly is enough], I love you dearly. We'll all get through it. I know it.

My mum's 48, guys! Her birthday's on the 9th September.

So yeah, 09.09.09 <- AWESOME RIGHT?

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FLAIL!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGLOLMOMENTOMGOMGOMG

HE'S SO CUTEEEEEEE.
Dude, I can't believe I'm doing this, since I don't like kids and all but I'll make a damn exception cos' ZOMG GUYS HE'S SO CUTE

Awww, Prince Hisahito's wearing a kimono with cranes. LONGEVITY FTW~

Lol, he's third in line to the Japanese throne. See, I came across this SUPERADORABLE face in Monday's Star paper and I flailed with Jo about him today.

When he turns....6 feet tall [11111!!1111], people are gonna be saying PRINCE WILLIAM WHO? Honestly though, how can you not find that cute, right? :D He's gonna be such a heartbreaker pemecah-jantung!

...I think I'm gonna get my period next week, it would explain the whole maternal vibe going on.

But still, kare wa kawaii desu!
My Japanese is limited, so umm yeah.

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Sunday, September 6, 2009

My inner obsessive-compulsive complex is very, very satisfied as of now. :DDD My whole desk is full of black things. It looks so gorgeous and so....together now.
..I bought a black keyboard la. It was white before this. and now the monitor's black, the CPU's black, the printer's black, speakers' black, headphones black, modem's black, wallpaper's black.
..the user is black LOL.

Inner neat-freak is VERY GRATIFIED

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Saturday, September 5, 2009

Sephiroth's sword is obviously compensating for something else.

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Start hell singing: Arctic Monkeys - The Bad Thing

Andrei Arshavin.
GAHHHHH.

Let's look at this way, instead of saying 'DAMN IT HE PLAYS FOR ARSENAL AND YOU SUPPORT MANU!', we say 'He's the captain of Russia :D'

He's not even that cute, but his expressions, they compensate for that XD

Geez. What IS with me and married with football stars? First there was Torres [click dammit. ZOMG HOT DAMMIT and lol he looks so pissed with that baby. Baby that's wearing Converse. Eh, not bad, not bad. That's not his baby by the way, he had a daughter in July. And he got married in May. Mrs Torres looks like the First Lady of France.

And then there's Arshavin. JOEVY MUST BE PROUD :D
But Arshavin has kid too, and he treats his girlfriend like a wife, so saw AWWWWW dammit.
SCREW IT WTH IS WRONG WITH ME.

But yeah, they're good players ultimately, so shut up.

BUT THAT DOES'T MEAN I DON'T LIKE MANCHESTER UNITED SO SREW OFF IF YOU THINK SO. I love ManU. :)

Oh and I think I might be addicted to the Arctic Monkeys. They sound so The Strokes-ish but then there's the whole Sheffield-accent, so brownie points! I'mma go live in Liverpool when I grow up. ;(

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Thursday, September 3, 2009

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Start hell singing: Arctic Monkeys - When The Sun Goes Down

It made me happy that I talked to her today, just the two of us, Shannon and Ezz. It was after school and she just sat there complaining while I just nodded and said "Yeah" at all the right places. I hope you're reading this, cos' I need to tell you that I miss talking sort of like how we did just now. I guess it's the different classes and recess time that kinda screws with us. But yeah, it was nice today.

Universal advice : Screw it.

"Eh, since when were you here? OH LOOK THEY'RE MATING!"

I've a friend that gets amused by pigeons trying to procreate.

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Wednesday, September 2, 2009

#54

#54 Make a playlist for happy days and depressing summers.

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