[Not So] Caféine-intoxiqué..
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Friday, May 28, 2010

Pacifism. I'm going to take the Saul Silver express. I'll lay out the priorities and choose the one brightest.

Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 11:17 PM

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Saturday, May 22, 2010

Now I'm just ANNOYED. What the burning hell did MY SISTER do to you? I still don't get why she cares in the first place but still, GROW THE HELL UP. Just when I thought..sigh. This is just so totally stupid, even I can see it.

Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 8:35 PM

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Thursday, May 20, 2010

Rain, rain.

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Resonate: Epik High - Run

The darkness of it is starting to leave me tiny traces of nightmares :(

Should anything happen, you should know that I [still] care. because There's a first time for everything. Vagaries are what keeps it from getting stale, right? What's the point of being dull and one-toned. In retrospect, it is what it is.

Or maybe May isn't a good month anymore? I've been too caught up looking at how time's like a bullet to realize all the changes that have happened.

It occurred to me during school just now because I had TOO MUCH time after History which basically means that the amount of time I have is inversely proportional to my marks. Thank heavens it was Paper 1. Man, this blows.

I'm not running away, I'm running around.

Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 5:37 PM

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Friday, May 14, 2010

*coughcough*

Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 4:53 PM

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GO

Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 4:52 PM

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DOWN

Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 4:52 PM

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DAMMIT

Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 4:51 PM

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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Good....is relative

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Resonate: Alex Chu feat. Thomas Cook - 넌 언제나

Seriously la, I'm M.I.B :D

Anyway. No more procrastination, I'm GONNA WATCH PASTA DAMMIT. I WILL I WILL I WILL.....

.....after the exams. Damn. Wait for me, dear Alex :(

On the bright side, I've finally got that IME Korean to work for my XP/Vista/Windows7/Vienna/Godknowswhat. Apparently, I could just use the Service Pack 2 for SP3 to install and lo and behold, my iTunes has no more boxes /happyfaces/

I didn't want to bring this up but....
Forget it. I won't. Jill would want me to forget, because she's a nice friend.

Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 11:04 PM

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Saturday, May 8, 2010

I don't want you to read this. but I need something to vent out in

A blast of intuition. To the Editors. I'm sorry I keep going back on my words. I'm the worst lot.

Remind me again, why God didn't give me that choice? That choice of either dropping dead in the drain or continue living? It hit me really hard today, death was presented to the wrong person. It should've been me. I know it had to be. At least, he was liked. He was nice, he wasn't a hypocrite, he had love, he was satisfied. He didn't mind pressure, he was fine. He didn't have to write posts like these.

Why not me? I'm not nice. I'm ungrateful. My attitude is Xerox copy of my mother's. I piss loads of people off. I have management issues. I'm scared of the truth. But I'm not scared of death. I take things for granted. But I love too many people. I hurt, and I get hurt. I bottle everything up and vent it to all the wrong people. The world doesn't need someone like me. 17 years isn't going to make a difference. Why..of all people...him? I'm the worst one there is. Answer me. WHY NOT ME?

It wouldn't make a difference. Not this post. Not this situation.

Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 1:36 AM

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Friday, May 7, 2010

I'm sorry that I don't tell anyone my problems but in fact, I vent them out.
No one knows what's in my head and that's not necessarily a good thing, sometimes, it's just as bad. It's hard to tell the truth when you're as self-conscious as me. I'm scared of the truth. My truth

Graphology says so

Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 11:09 PM

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Thursday, May 6, 2010

Menyampah sial.

Fact :Doggie names can be subjected to objectivity. No pun intended.
Eg: BongBong, Black Jack, Pogo, Roofie, Ezzie [Shutup ._.] Denver, Hemingway, Stitch, Alvie [Dearest Friend, how do spell his name?], Roxas, Kafka [I can haz jealousy?? My friend named her dog Kafka :D], Mocha, Epicurus [SengHoo, I'm impressed :D] and if I ever get an Retriever, his name shall be Riku..Or Sora. Or Zexy. Or Xemmy. Or Sephy. Or Kadaj [._.] Or Larxene. Or Axel.

Will be M.I.B [B as in books] till after Mid Year. Happy studying, ya'll.

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse
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Resonate: Coldplay - Lost!

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