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Thursday, April 29, 2010


I give you, my default FTS-I-NEED-SOME-CALM song, as much I love the original version, Rufus Wainwright's voice is uplifting[?]. I'm not sure if there's a specific meaning behind the lyrics but I've always thought this song was about spiritual enlightenment and finding it like the way prophets and gurus do. To me, it's fascinating really. The whole process of finding for clarity. For the lack of a better way to put it, isn't it kind of awe-inspiring to just give up everything in life and live in seclusion with hopes of finding enlightenment?? It's pretty damn inspiring.

I think I'll keep on singing "Nothing's gonna change my world" tomorrow if and when I get super pissed. It's true y'know, nothing and no one's going to change my world..

OfcourseOfcoursee, there IS a reason why I needed to hear Across The Universe today and naturally, I should [although t really I'm in dire need] to vent it out in the vaguest way possible.

I've put a lid on trying to be the only bloody once since everyone hates everyone else in existence. Annoyance.......is no excuse for visceral hate. Bitchery is. Change, maybe? But I wouldn't know, I'm only an observer.So maybe for most of the year, I'm gonna spend all the time I have with my Don't-Hate,-Appreciate friends. At least they're honest. Oh and of course, don't bite the hand that feeds you let you out because you know that hand can pretty much smack you down any time.

Frick off,
Ezz. :)




Ezzrriiieeeeee worded out at 9:19 PM

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